Walking the walk is harder than I thought
Been a Christian my whole life but becoming a dad has shown me how much I was just talking the talk. My kids watch everything I do and say. Last week my daughter asked why I was upset about something I said was 'not a big deal' and it hit me that she's calling out my hypocrisy at 6 years old. I'm trying to be more intentional about living out my faith in front of them. It's humbling and necessary.
This is real. You can read all the parenting books and go to church every Sunday but then you yell at your kid and realize you haven't actually integrated any of it. Parenting is the ultimate spiritual mirror.