DCF removal from mothers abuse

DCF took my son away from me because his mother abused him, I was working dad driving trucks 12 hour days seven days a week was doing everything I thought I needed to do in order to give my family a better life. Come home one day to my six month old son with a big knot on his head. Bring him to the hospital his mother ends up confessing to it. They give him back to me. So I was taking care of him for a couple of months, but because I refused to do therapy and certain fatherhood classes(didn’t have insurance), they claimed I was evasive and noncompliant . And came one day to take him away from me. Ever since then they have been nothing but uncooperative uncommunicative. And flat out refused to help me on several occasions. I’ve even asked them for referrals for the programs they recommended they refused. I’ve asked them for help to find me health insurance or other qualifying classes they refused, and for some reason they just wanted me to sit back and take it so I’ve decided to go to trial to get my son back even though I’ve done everything right and everything I was supposed to do I was treated like a criminal, forced into classes that didn’t even help me and be told how to be a parent from people who don’t even have kids. I get told all the time that reunification is their goal but unfortunately, I just don’t see it. All I see is more obstacles that I have to climb in order to get my son back that I shouldn’t have too. Even my original social worker was surprised that they decided to remove him. And assured me that he tried everything he could to change his bosses mind. They hold me responsible just because I’m a father and I lived in the same house even though I was cleared from DCF in the beginning. So I just feel so lost and don’t know how much more fighting I have left in me. I’ve been fighting a battle for months that doesn’t seem to have an end. I’m losing all these precious moments with my son. And it hurts my soul every day. Every morning I go into his room and I just cry over his crib. Going to visit so difficult when I have to leave it’s just making me really relive the moment all over again. So I just downloaded this app figured I’d tell a little bit of my story. So here it is