Depression hit harder this year than I expected

Last year was tough and I thought I was doing better but honestly these past few months have been dark. I'm going through the motions with work and the kids but I don't feel anything. Even stuff I used to enjoy feels pointless. I haven't told anyone because what am I supposed to say? That I'm a grown man with a good job and I'm depressed? Started seeing a therapist last month and it's helping a little but some days are still really hard.