Depression hit me out of nowhere this year
I've never dealt with depression before but sometime around March it just started. Nothing specific happened, everything in my life is fine, but I woke up one day feeling empty. Been dragging through months of this. Got on medication about 6 weeks ago and it's helping but man this is scary. Nobody warns you that depression doesn't need a reason to show up. Trying to talk about it with my wife but I don't want to worry her.
This is the thing about depression that nobody warns you about - it doesn't care if your life is 'good on paper.' I had everything going fine and still hit a wall. Definitely reach out to someone though, not just internet strangers like me. You don't have to white knuckle through this alone.