Depression is making parenting feel impossible

I'm not even sure why I'm posting this but I need to say it somewhere. I love my kids but most days I'm just going through the motions. Getting out of bed is hard. Playing with them feels like a chore even though I know they need me present. My wife noticed I've been checked out and suggested therapy again. I've been resistant because admitting I need help feels like I'm weak or a bad dad. But I'm tired of feeling like this. Anyone been through this and come out the other side?