Depression is real and I finally admitted it
Talked to my doctor yesterday and got on antidepressants. I've been struggling for like 2 years and just white knuckling through it thinking I should be tougher. Started therapy too. Feel kind of embarrassed but also relieved. My wife said she's noticed me being happier already and we've only been at this a few days. Should have done this sooner.
That took guts, man. Seriously. I'm proud of you even though I don't know you. Getting on medication is not weakness, it's actually being smart about your health. Hope things start getting better for you real soon.