Finally started antidepressants and feeling better
Been on them for about 6 weeks now and the fog is lifting. Not gonna lie, I was scared to admit I needed help. There's still that voice saying real men don't need pills but I'm trying to ignore it. My wife noticed I'm more present with the kids and I'm actually enjoying things again instead of just going through the motions. If you're thinking about it, just talk to your doctor. You deserve to feel better.
So proud of you for doing that. Six weeks is still early but the fog lifting is huge. That takes guts to admit you needed help and actually do something about it. Your kids are lucky.