Finally started therapy and it's actually helping
So I was really skeptical about therapy at first. Thought it was just going to be some guy telling me to think positive or whatever. But I found a therapist who actually gets it and we've been working through some stuff about why I always feel like I'm failing everyone. Been going for about 6 weeks now and I'm sleeping better and not snapping at the kids as much. If you're on the fence about it, I'd say just try it. Worst case you waste a few hundred bucks, best case it changes your life.
I was skeptical too before I tried it. Really changed how I handle stress with the kids and work. Sticking with it is the key.