Meds changed my life but I feel guilty about it
Started taking anxiety medication about two months ago after years of white knuckling through panic attacks. Honestly it feels like someone turned down the volume on everything stressful in my life. I can actually sleep through the night now. But I feel weird admitting to people that I need pills to feel normal. Like I should be able to handle this on my own. Anyone else struggle with the mental side of being on medication even though it clearly helps?
This is huge. You didn't fail by needing medication, you won by recognizing you needed help and actually getting it. The fact that it's working means you made the right call. That's strength, not weakness.