First smile today and I'm not ok
My son gave me a real smile this morning, not just gas, a genuine social smile and I literally teared up. Been a rough couple months with sleep deprivation and constant worrying about if we're doing things right. But that smile just made everything worth it. Don't think I've ever felt something hit me like that before. Anyone else experience this? I'm supposed to be the tough one in our relationship but this kid has already broken me.
I remember this exact moment. Everything before feels like you're just keeping them alive but then they smile and you realize this is actually a person. It gets better from here.