Paternity leave was the best decision
Just got back from 4 weeks with my newborn and I'm already dreading going back full time. Those weeks were exhausting but also incredible. My wife could actually sleep and recover instead of doing everything while I sat at the office. I wish it was longer honestly. For any dads considering taking it, just do it. You won't regret missing some emails.
This is real talk. Going back to full time after paternity leave is rough because you've gotten a taste of what's actually important. It gets easier but that first week back is brutal. Hang in there.