Five years sober and it's changed everything
Was a heavy drinker before, not gonna lie about it. Marriage was falling apart, missed out on so much with my kids, was basically checked out mentally even when I was home. Started going to AA five years ago and committed to getting my life straight. Hardest thing I've ever done but also the best. My wife and I are actually connected again, my kids see their dad present, and I remember things the next day lol. If anyone is considering getting help I just want to say it's possible and worth every hard day.
You're winning now brother. The fact that you own it instead of making excuses tells me everything about where your head's at these days.