Five years sober and life is completely different
Hit rock bottom when my kids didn't recognize me one morning. Got into AA right after that and honestly it saved my life. I'm not gonna pretend it was easy - first year was brutal. But now I've got full custody back, actual friends who care about me, and my relationship with my kids means something real. I missed so much of their lives and I can't get that back but at least I'm here now. Sometimes I catch myself just watching them and thinking about how close I came to losing everything. The cravings still hit sometimes but they get easier. If anyone reading this is where I was, it gets better man.
Man, your story gives me hope that change is actually possible when things feel like they're falling apart. Thanks for sharing this.