Got sober 2 years ago and being a dad means something now

Not gonna get too deep into it but I was a mess. Drinking every day, my wife almost left, my kids were scared of me. Hit rock bottom when my oldest told his mom he didnt want me at his birthday party. Thats what did it. Two years sober now and I actually remember what my kids tell me. I show up to their stuff. Theyre not walking on eggshells around me anymore. Being present for them actually feels incredible. The dad I am now vs who I was, night and day. Still one day at a time but its worth it.