Lost 80 pounds and completely different person now

This one's been a journey. About 18 months ago I weighed 280, couldn't play with my kids without getting winded, embarrassed to be seen at the pool. Started going to the gym consistently, changed what I ate, the whole thing. Down to 200 now and honestly I don't recognize myself in old photos. My kids think I'm cool now which is wild. But I miss the version of me that didn't care what people thought, even though that version was destroying my health. I gained confidence but also anxiety about keeping it off. Gained time with my family but lost a lot of lazy weekends eating pizza. Worth it though.