Quit Drinking - Never Thought I Could Do It

Two years sober this month. Nobody thinks I'm cool anymore but I don't care. I can remember my kids's birthdays now, I remember conversations with my wife instead of blacking out half the week. The thing I miss least is the morning anxiety wondering what I said or did the night before. What I miss most is like, the social part sometimes, being the funny drunk guy at parties. But then I remember I wasn't actually funny, I was just loud and obnoxious and making everyone uncomfortable. My kids have a real dad now instead of someone who's checked out. That's worth way more than any party.