Recommendation: Get a good stroller
Spent way too much money on a jogger stroller thinking it was stupid but honestly it's the best purchase I've made since becoming a dad. I actually take my kids on runs with me now. It's not the same as my old solo runs but it's something. I get my exercise, they get fresh air, and I'm not missing out on time with them. If you're trying to maintain some part of your old life this might be the bridge you need. The expensive ones actually work lol
Sometimes the expensive gear is expensive for a reason. Sounds like this was one of those times where the investment actually paid off.